The whole of Friday afternoon. The whole of Saturday. The whole of today.
Could have been used to study.
Could have.
But nope. My gut feeling told me to hang out with friends, stay on the computer, go to the mall, read books. And then my mind told me to feel the guilt. No, it made me feel the guilt of not studying. Buuuut I wouldn't do anything bout it. Just sat there, feeling pathetic and stupid and lazy and then I'd continue doing other stuff to keep me distracted from the guilt. And it would all happen again. And the cycle continued. It's even happening now.
My Add Maths book is in front of me now, just staring at me right in the face. I feel like slapping it away but then I'd feel the guilt again.
This post is going nowhere.
There's one more week and a day of exams to go through. Then that'll be over and I can focus on more important things in my life at the moment, like Ed Board work, prefect work and my art. I haven't drawn a proper picture in more than a month and I'm starting to feel a lil worried that I've lost my skill. It's a horrible feeling. So once exams are done, I'm gonna let the creative juices flow until it drowns the whole world!
Okay that sounds a little disgusting.
:S
